Sunday, November 12, 2006

Time Out

If I had a remote control for my life, I'd have pressed the pause button recently.

I'd like to hibernate for the winter and wake up when my tulips are up brightening my garden (I went through a bit of a tulip obsession recently - in different areas of my garden I planted vibrant orange ones, barbie pink ones, dark mauve 'queen of the night' and a lovely velvety purple variety.

Now Muttley doesn't need to be watched at all times I've been raining some attention back on my garden. I've only killed a few plants so far but hey i'm a learner and my argument is I like to instill a little survival instinct in my plants if you know what I mean. My gran's gardening advice (my mother tells me this all the time) is that a plant has two choices: live or die. So I don't feel bad about that geranium, calla lily, chrysanthemum, hosta.... you get the idea. ha ha.

So anyway, back to the subject, I've been a little stressed out. Work is not going great, well no to be precise work is going shite. Mutual trust and respect between myself and my employers is about zero. I think it's important to like the people you work for. So I'm looking elsewhere.

*Waves to the bosses if they're reading this*

Ultimately I need to be self employed. Doing the writing. I won't bore you with the details again, because this blog is supposed to be about proving what I can achieve, not talking about what I want to achieve. So, with that, I'm off to write another few words of my novel.